I'm just done. I might have been happier not doing the host thing, now that I look back. There were some aspects that I really despised. In the end, I felt like I was just hanging on, hoping things would get better...but I also know that they never would. So the closing is, as someone else put it, bittersweet. I was done, and too fond of the place to simply let it go.
As I said there..."I don't know half of you half as well as I should like, and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve."
And then there are a few...but I'm not naming names here. Not right now. Maybe not ever.